Feeling Lost

I feel that I have lost control trap in a non-existing hole, feeling like the world is crashing down on me -- trying to forget me.

I have been trying so hard to get my life in order but it seems to me that I'm out of order, I tried to climb without a rope trying not to give up hope, I'm lost in a field of misunderstanding I feel like no one understand me, I hopeless in many ways I know I can rise above but no one cares to listen.

I'm lost in a fog no where to turn - looking for help and again no one cares.

I guess I shall move forward with life -- no will care anyway if I lose my life. It hurts to feel this way - not knowing if you left a print on this day -- I feel no one hears my cry - they wont shred a tear if I die. Feeling Lost is the worst feeling like someone living with a curse.

I shall shred a tear of forgiveness, pray that things will turn around -- for the best well I lay here and rest for awhile.

Feeling Lost is the worst living my life as a curse.

P.V.